Oh, Brother

22 Apr

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My not-so-little brother is 25 today. It’s a family joke at this point that Kevin hates being photographed. But as I laughed HARD at those pictures I have managed to snap over the years, I was reminded of what I love most about my little brother. He cracks me up.

I’d been watching the news last Friday around 1 AM when I got a text: “Are you OK??!!” Of course he’d be up. The marathon bombers had led a chase to Watertown and were engaged in a shoot-out just across the Charles, not miles from my house. Every news station warned residents to stay in their homes, stay away from windows, and not open the door for anyone. As if that wasn’t scary enough, there was news of grenades and additional bombs in town. I was absolutely losing my mind I was so scared. I was alone.

I swear, the next text after I told Kevin that, he texted back: “I’m in Waltham!” He’d snuck as close to the perimeter of town as he could get and would creep closer and closer to my house for the next two hours. Tuning into the police radio and sneaking nearer each time the police altered their perimeter. I’d done a shot just to calm my nerves, but nothing prepared me for the horror of walking out to meet him. I peeked my head out the door as if I had some actual chance at spotting danger, but couldn’t make myself cross the threshold. After abandoning my crutches and wildly gesturing to Kevin, playing on his phone, he spotted me and calmly hopped out of the truck to meet me as carelessly as if it were the last day of school. As I threw myself into his front seat and screamed “Step on it” and slouched down to avoid potential gunfire, he started killing himself laughing. The tension lessened by the second from there and when we pulled up to safety at our mom’s, the morning seemed like a bad memory.

That is my brother. He’s the kind of person who sneaks into a town on lock-down to rescue his sister. Truly doesn’t think it’s a big deal. And makes you laugh.

To the best brother in the whole world, I wish you the happiest of birthdays. I love you very much.

Baby style

21 Apr

With so many pregnant friends, it’s not hard to get excited imagining our own turn. I ASSURE you there isn’t a bun in the oven, but will confess to culling together baby-related nursery inspiration. And there may be a list of baby names we like saved on my phone. When the time comes, I think we’ll be ready.  30ff16f7d1f2596584e4fa47828cf4c3butterfly mobile envy + black and white portraits amore
13f896657fd8104404bf1443b382a9f9serene blues +  greys + that alphabet quilt!!! 200f3adf24bd9aba0c9470619b8de605that rainbow rug! that pennant! those little chairs! happy vibes.
d51842fd1c86bf1271d891cab53ac827so bright and cheery—if I was an artist in Brooklyn, I feel like this would be my baby’s nursery

My Boston Marathon story

16 Apr

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We were standing directly across from the second bomb site until about 5-6 minutes before the explosion outside Forum.

I met my family in front of First Republic Bank around 12:45. It was absolutely brutal getting to them. The bus had dropped me off near the Melting Pot around 12:15, so I hustled to get to them, hoping to catch the elite runners. As I walked, my sister Vicky texted pictures as they crossed, so I slowed, stopping for coffees at Starbucks right near Copley. I walked all the way around the library only to face a near standstill in front of Lord & Taylor, just past Ring Street. When I finally met them, I was so worn out I could have headed home then. I sipped my coffee quickly so I’d have my hands free for pictures. We stayed in that spot for a while, directly across from Forum and Starbucks, but it was a little chilly in the shade so we decided to keep moving down the street to get into the sunlight and find a better vantage point. We stopped along the way snapping pics, but settled in right before the mile 26 marker.

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We whooped, cheered, and waved our flag any time the National Guard passed. When runners slowed or struggled, we shouted encouragements, “Keep going! It’s right there!!” The energy! I’d never cheered at the Boston marathon before. My sister Vicky and I talked about what we’d wear in next year’s race; we were so inspired and were having so much fun we’d decided we wanted to do it.

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It was tiring though and soon I grew antsy. We hadn’t yet seen a runner we knew from our old hometown pass by though so we lingered on. My mom said, “I can feel it, he’s in this next group.” “Yea, yea, sure you do Mom,” I thought. But 30 seconds later, we saw Jack Hart run by carrying an American flag. It was nuts! I snapped a picture of him and we slowly started towards the Prudential Mall entrance. I snapped one last pic of my sister Vicky with the time clock and 26 mile marker because she’s 26 years old and we headed inside the mall.

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We bee-lined for the restrooms near the food court while our mom took our sister to Godiva to wait for us. We were walking straight through the seating area when I heard a loud BOOM. My sister and I looked at each other and said “what the hell was that?” and took a few slow steps towards the windows on our right. At the exact moment I stepped, I heard another massive BOOM and saw a cloud of smoke. I must have rolled my ankle then. In an instant, people went from slowly, curiously crowding towards the windows to see what happened, to a stampede toward the exist to get back onto the street. The floor trembled from the mass movement. I heard tables screeching and chairs clattering, overturned.

People were screaming that it was a bomb and the building was collapsing or maybe we were being attacked. I definitely looked up and thought it might be a bomb in a taller building. I screamed for my sister. I made it to just outside the exit, wondering if there’d be a gunman to pick us off. I threw myself on a ledge, I couldn’t stand anymore. I heard my mother screaming my name, WENDY!!! WENDY!!! Looking over her shoulder and clasping my sister Skylar’s head to her. She was kind of crouching low, protecting her. I thought “Oh good, they’re safe”. I screamed but didn’t move. My mom and sisters moved toward me and my mom screamed, “Get up!!” and she and my sister Vicky grabbed me under each arm and dragged me away. No one around us knew what to do. Stay? Run? Would there be more? Was it a bomb? Where? It was pandemonium.

People were screaming to get away from the buildings in case there were other bombs, police were running away from us, towards where the bombs must have been. Where we’d been standing not 10 minutes earlier. Everything was so barricaded, everyone was bottle-necking. Runners were still running into the smoke. No one could see anything. It was terrifying. After a moment’s pause once we got down the steps and back to the sidewalk, we headed south on Boylston, my sisters supporting me, my mom guiding us. We left the city on foot, avoiding major landmarks, tall buildings and crowds, unsure if we were being attacked and too scared to stop moving. It was absolutely terrifying.

In the days that followed, I couldn’t sleep. I was glued to my phone, refreshing Instagram, Twitter, and Facebook for news from friends and others who’d been there. I touched base with my family hourly. We were in shock. One of the first things I did was upload my photos. I’d wanted to submit them to the police since we’d been so close to the second bombing site and photographed it so extensively. What struck me as I reviewed them wasn’t so much the horror that we’d escaped tragedy so narrowly, but how fun it had all been until it hadn’t.

I can’t begin to express my gratitude to the friends and family who reached out that day and the days following. To thank the first responders who rushed into the smoke without hesitating. My heart aches for the lives lost, the bodies and spirits crushed by this cowardly act. But I’ve never been so proud to be a Bostonian. This city, steeped in history. The birthplace of our country. Like our Rome. There is literally a freedom trail running along our winding, cobbled streets. Patriots fought here. So we will rise. And the next Boston Marathon will be bigger than ever.

Now I’m just frustrated that I have to wait for my ankle to heal. I want to start training.

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